A Rant and Complaints

So it's April... the time when almost everyone is on Spring Break, except myself. And almost everywhere else in the world, everyone else is graduating next month, except myself. I've found myself in a 'I don't want to do anything' state. Since I'm home schooled and started late, and took like a month off of school during Christmas (I took my senior trip early in my defense) I will not be graduating until June or July. Which in short... kind of sucks. So as I watch all of my friends celebrate finishing in May, I'm stuck in school for a few more months, which has left me kind of depressed (not the horrible 'I feel like I'm in a deep, dark pit' kind of depressed, more like 'I just want to finish school' kind of depressed). And this attitude has led me to procrastinate in both my writing and in school.

It has been a few months since NaNoWriMo and I took a month (or maybe two) long break just to recuperate from the insanity of November. I did look at my manuscript once or twice, and was almost done writing it, then I sat it down and well... haven't really looked at it for a while. Besides writing on my blog and writing a few very, very short paragraphs of ideas and such, I haven't done a lot of writing. It's made me question my writing ability, but I'm just on a writer's block faze at the moment. And very long writer's block faze and I'm hoping I'll get out of it soon.

So I've just been procrastinating. Not really doing anything really besides waiting for a new Doctor Who episode to come out and watching Supernatural, that is basically my life. Kind of a boring life, just waiting for June to come so I can finally be done with high school!

So I guess that's really it for my rant, I apologize that I don't really talk of anything else, except for myself. I hope that I'll have some new ideas come to me, but for now I guess you readers will have to deal with my ranting.

Until next time!